The last few days have been ok....Wednesday sucked...started getting texts from DH at 5:30am (hello I am sleeping!) and they were not nice. Didn't text him back for the rest of the day cause I don't need to be talking to someone that talks to me like that.
Then yesterday he surprised me by showing up to watch my softball game. He only stayed about 45 min or so, but I still thought it was very nice that he came. Thursday evening is when we had planned that he will go to the house (because I will be gone for softball) and do laundry, get groceries, movies, anything else he needs at his place so we have a set time and I won't be home. So he left and went to the house to finish his laundry, when I got home he was still there because his laundry wasn't dry yet. He had cleaned the kitchen, washed the dishes and fixed a lock on a door that I had been having trouble with since he left. So that was great! He then asked me if I wanted to go to dinner since it was happy hour. So we went and had some half price appetizers and drinks. He ordered a water with his drink. So that was also good.
Unfortunatley everytime we see each other it just leaves me very sad cause then I go home alone and wonder what happened to our lives....cried the whole drive home..ugh. But overall it was a good interaction between us so I need to focus on that part and remember that this is going to be a sloooooooow process.
TGIF everyone, hope you enjoy your long weekend!!
The last few days
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I am trying to meet new people. I added the 2nd softball night and have started going out with people I considered more acquaintances before and seeing if they are people I want to see more often as friends.
I really am doing the best I can. I haven't found a guide book yet for 29 y/o falling apart. I know all of my decisions have not been wise, but I am learning as I go.
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