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Our Angels

November 14th, 2018 at 12:33 pm

Iโ€™m so so sad to share this news, but as you all know, after many years of waiting my husband and I were expecting twins. We now have two angel babies watching over us.

๐Ÿ’—Ember Lynne ๐Ÿ‘ผ
๐Ÿ’™Bridger John ๐Ÿ‘ผ

At 21 weeks I unexpectedly went into labor and was hospitalized. They were able to stop my labor and put me on 100% inverted bedrest. We did everything we could possibly do to keep our sweet babies safe in my tummy. After 11 days of hospitalization, constant monitoring and full bedrest, I went into labor again at 22 weeks and 5 days and they werenโ€™t able to stop it this time.
We lost both of our babies. ๐Ÿ’” Bridgerโ€™s heart rate was lost sometime in the night, he is very handsome and was our first sweet angel. Ember was born and we got to hear her cry, she was taken to the NICU and she fought hard for about 4hrs before they took her off the ventilator because there was nothing more they could do for her. We got to hold her as she passed and our baby girl princess was our second angel. I lost a lot of blood after I delivered them and became unresponsive so they had to take me to the OR and do a blood transfusion. My husband stayed with Ember while I was in the OR and she even grabbed his finger. They were both little fighters from the start. We are obviously completely heartbroken. The outpouring of love and support from friends and family has been overwhelming and so appreciated. They are missed and loved more then they will ever know.
๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’—
๐Ÿ’—Ember Lynne ๐Ÿ‘ผ
๐Ÿ’™Bridger John ๐Ÿ‘ผ

My husband stayed with me in my room every single night, I dont know what I would do without my wonderful husband being my rock through all of this and making sure I knew he was always there no matter what I needed and how lost I was/am feeling.

35 Responses to “Our Angels ”

  1. jokeabee Says:

    My heart is broken for you and your husband. I am sending lots of warm thoughts your way, hoping you find comfort in your family and friends. I am so sorry.

  2. Petunia100 Says:

    Oh, BankerGirl. I am so, so sorry. What a horrible loss to you, your husband, and your families. {{{{hugs}}}}

  3. Stephanie Says:

    I have tears. I am so, so sorry. Words cannot express....
    {{HUGS}}

  4. CB in the City Says:

    OMG, I am heartbroken reading this. I am so very sorry.

  5. kashi Says:

    I'm so, so sorry for your losses. How heartbreaking.

  6. dh Says:

    Oh I am just devastated for you all.

  7. Michele Says:

    Banker Gurl - my deepest sympathies to you and your husband. I am so very sorry.

  8. LuckyRobin Says:

    I am so sorry, honey. Losing babies is the worst emotional pain I've ever known and I hate to ever see it happen to anyone else.

  9. Jenn Says:

    Oh, I'm so so sorry! I can't imagine your pain. I have twins too and their birth was a scary time with them being just 4 weeks early.

    I'm glad you had time to at least hold them and I hope you have pictures or memorabilia to celebrate their brief lives. Their names are beautiful.

  10. Laura S Says:

    I am so sorry! There are no words. I am heartbroken for you, your husband and family.

  11. Shiela Says:

    So Sorry. This is heartbreaking.

  12. Laura Says:


    My heart is broken for you. I lost my last one at 20 weeks. Your angels have beautiful names. Prayers for you and yours.

  13. mumof2 Says:

    My heart is breaking for you, so sorry for your loss...keeping you both in my thoughts and prayers...I don't know what else to say at a time like this...but sorry you both have to go through this heartbreaking loss {{{hugs}}}

  14. Petunia 100 Says:

    Yes, those are two beautiful names.

  15. Wink Says:

    I am heartbroken for you and your husband. I'm so very sorry.

  16. creditcardfree Says:

    ((Hugs)) May you find peace in the midst of your grief. My condolence for this tremendous loss.

  17. NJDebbie Says:

    Sending you ((hugs)). I am so sorry for the loss of your precious angels.

  18. Butterscotch Says:

    I am so sorry about your sweet angels. I have tears thinking of your pain. You gave them beautiful names to remember them with.

  19. SAK Says:

    My deepest sympathy for you and your DH and family. All the love and prayers for you all.

  20. Miss Chatty Says:

    Fly free sweet Angels. Hugs, thoughts and prayers are with you all at this extremely difficult and heartbreaking time.

  21. Carol Says:

    So very sorry!

  22. Trying to get ahead Says:

    I'm so very sorry for your loss.

  23. MonkeyMama Says:

    My deepest sympathies. It broke my heart to read this. ((HUGS))

  24. snafu Says:

    I am so sorry for your loss of darling twins. Sending [{{{hugs}}} and prayers.

  25. klarose Says:

    I am so sorry for your losses. Frown

  26. rob62521 Says:

    My heart goes out to you and your husband. So very sorry.

  27. Sarah Says:

    I'm so sorry for your loss. Hugs.

  28. Debtfreeme Says:

    I am so very sorry for your loss.

  29. livingalmostlarge Says:

    I am so so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers go out for your family in this so difficult time

  30. Andrea F. Says:

    I'm so sorry for your loss. I literally just gasped because I am stunned. Sending hugs your way during this difficult time.

  31. VS_ozgirl Says:

    I'm so incredibly sorry for your loss and cannot begin to imagine what you're going through. Thinking of you and your family in this difficult time, sending you big hugs

  32. ceejay74 Says:

    I am heartbroken for you. I'm glad your support base is there to keep you going in this incredibly dark time.

  33. frugaltexan75 Says:

    I am so sorry to hear this. Frown Mega hugs {{{}}}}

  34. Debt-free by Thir-ty Says:

    I'm behind, but am so, so sorry to hear this news. Losing a child when you're just starting to think about bringing them home is absolutely devastating. Something this real and heartbreaking can really test a relationship, so I'm glad to see that your husband is your rock through all of this. One of the things I had to remember was that I wasn't the only one hurting. My husband felt the need to be strong for me and always seemed fine when around me (never cried, held my hand, got anything I needed), but then I'd catch him in my son's nursery crying uncontrollably. In those moments, I had to step up and carry him. Sending you lots of love and prayers through this impossibly difficult time.

  35. ThriftoRama Says:

    Oh no. I wish I could take some of this pain from you, or trade my life for theirs.

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