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The twins 1st birthday - Just trying to survive

November 3rd, 2019 at 05:08 pm

The twins 1st birthday is this week so MO and I are just trying to survive. It's been awful leading up and we are both totally mentally, emotionally and physically exhausted.

I took the day off of work, and the day after as well to give myself a long weekend. I wasn't sure if I should as I will probably need distractions that day, but I think I have plenty of house work and FB Sales stuff to work on to keep me busy. Plus this way if I just want to go take a nap or just go sit and cry I can.

I just miss my babies so much.

13 Responses to “The twins 1st birthday - Just trying to survive”

  1. Wink Says:

    I'm so sorry. ((Hugs))

  2. alliecat79 Says:

    I'm so sorry you are going through this. I'm the mom of an angel, too. Do what heals you and don't worry about the rest. My heart hurts for you.

  3. Petunia 100 Says:

    I can only imagine how awful it must be. I'm so very sorry. Take good care of yourself. {{hugs}}

  4. CB in the City Says:

    I'm so sorry. Anniversaries of such sad events are so hard. Take care of yourself!

  5. creditcardfree Says:

    ((Hugs)) You are right to take time to grieve. Be kind to yourself.

  6. Lucky Robin Says:

    Eventually it will get easier to cope, not better, but easier. It's going to take a few years, though. I'm so sorry you are having a hard time of it.

  7. crazyliblady Says:

    Be kind to yourself and give yourself time to heal. Don't listen to those who say "you should be over this by now." Grief takes as long as it takes and is different for everyone. My heart goes out to you at this time. {HUGS}

  8. rob62521 Says:

    My heart and prayers go out to you. Be good to yourself.

  9. MonkeyMama Says:


  10. KathrinaDupree Says:

    It's so sad to hear your story. Everything will be alright one day. I am also a mom of two children. I can understand your feelings. reviews of top builders and developers in Kerala Don't worry dear. Just think about your angels. They want you with them.

  11. terri77 Says:

    I’m so very sorry for your pain & loss.

  12. Laura Says:

    Sharing your sadness; those first anniversaries are tough and we expect them to be. I can only say that while it doesn't get easier, it become different. I still have the scabs of those wounds ripped off anytime there is a loss or grief. Do whatever you need to for your peace of mind. Prayers. xx

  13. Banker Gurl Says:

    Thank you everyone for your kind words.

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