The twins 1st birthday is this week so MO and I are just trying to survive. It's been awful leading up and we are both totally mentally, emotionally and physically exhausted.
I took the day off of work, and the day after as well to give myself a long weekend. I wasn't sure if I should as I will probably need distractions that day, but I think I have plenty of house work and FB Sales stuff to work on to keep me busy. Plus this way if I just want to go take a nap or just go sit and cry I can.
I just miss my babies so much.
The twins 1st birthday - Just trying to survive
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Sharing your sadness; those first anniversaries are tough and we expect them to be. I can only say that while it doesn't get easier, it become different. I still have the scabs of those wounds ripped off anytime there is a loss or grief. Do whatever you need to for your peace of mind. Prayers. xx
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