Today was not good. Hadn't talked to DH since 11am yesterday. I made it through yesterday ok (although I didn't leave the house and barely left the bed)...however I didn't feel absolutely terrible.
Thought he would call or text....nothing (I did not call or text either). Then after lunch finally got a text....cause he was having trouble getting his electric bill set up....UGH. When my phone buzzed and I saw his name I was SO EXITED. Thought it would say I love you or I miss you...not can't get the electric set up. Grrrr. I had been doing ok till then cause we weren't planning on talking for the first few days to get everything settled...but the excitement and then letdown of the text kinda crushed me. Then I was angry and sad and ugh. Talked to him tonight and it SUCKED. I was excited to talk to him and he seemed ticked at everything I said and it was just a terrible conversation ending with me crying till I couldn't breathe. Been a few hrs and I texted him sweet things and goodnight and he didn't respond at all. FML.
Also I went out to the bar this weekend and met a psycho (SERIOUSLY)...he seemed harmless enough (if not extremely forward) at the bar...until I found out he took my phone number from my phone (I was in the bathroom, phone was with my friend who was talking to him and apparently my friend (boy who obviously was not being observant) didn't notice him calling himself from MY phone so that he would have my number). So got barrage of phone calls and texts ranging from "You're so beautiful" to "I want to marry you" to "so illicit I can't type it on the internet" Yikes. And most of those were the next day...when he was not drinking. And I had my wedding ring on at the bar and he knew I was married. WTH. Thought he would get the hint when my only reply was "No I'm married" But after the 15th "Please can I come see you" I blocked his number. No worries friends, he doesn't know my last name, where I live, where I work, etc. But that was just some unneeded stress..I just wanted to go out and have a drink with a friend with no junk from my life and instead get that..Ooofta.
Boys Suck (I am allowed!)
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I say just stay away from boys altogether right now.
I think the more you try to contact DH the more he'll pull back - Just *try* to enjoy the quiet.
The one from the bar sounds CRAZY! WTF!!
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Well last night I had softball and so did DH. I normally would go hang out with his team after softball as I am good friends with everyone on his team(and actually 3 of them texted me asking why I wasn't there, which made me feel nice that they noticed), and before he left he said I was still welcome to come hangout after my games. I really enjoy that time, but I chose not to go. I went out with my own team for dinner and then went home. DH texted me a few times about how his softball went and I responded with the like, but nothing more.