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How screwed up do you have to be to start hating Saturday?

May 17th, 2014 at 05:24 pm

Yup. I said it. I hate Saturday. I knew today would suck cause it's the first WHOLE day alone. But I thought I could focus, get stuff done. Rock out to Pandora. Easier said then done.

At least during the week I have work and softball to keep me busy. I previous enjoyed doing nothing on the weekends. House work, yard work, trip to the casino...nap on the couch...etc. But now it's just brutal. I slept for 12 (YES 12) hours. Still didn't want to get out of bed...cause what's the point?

Finally got up and tried to get a better attitude. Picked up and vacuumed my bedroom, put in a load of laundry. Balanced the checkbook. There is tons more I could be doing. But I don't want to. Ambition level is 0. Just been sitting on my bed for the last hour doing nothing. Listening to Phil Collins Greatest Hits CD on repeat. One of my fav love songs is on there (Groovy kind of love) and one of my saddest ever (One more night). UGH.

If anyone finds my brain or my heart laying around. Please return asap.

Sincerely, Falling apart at the seems

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10 Responses to “How screwed up do you have to be to start hating Saturday?”

  1. Bluebird Says:
    May 17th, 2014 at 06:46 pm 1400352375
    1400352375

    Maybe make plans to spend some time with family or a friend on the weekends. It will help to get your mind off things. I hope you feel better! ((HUGS))

  2. Looking Forward Says:
    May 17th, 2014 at 08:09 pm 1400357394
    1400357394

    It will get easier.. ((HUGS))
    Maybe take a walk and buy yourself some ice cream or chocolate. Big Grin

  3. Banker Gurl Says:
    May 17th, 2014 at 08:29 pm 1400358555
    1400358555

    Blue Bird - I did go see my parents and my older bro...only cause they made me. They know I am not doing well, and IDK how to explain it...I feel crappy being alone, but don't want to be around anyone. Sounds dumb but that's how I feel. But everyone calls and texts and tries to get me out of bed and out of the house. I went and had lunch with them.

    Looking Forward - YES PLEASE to the Ice Cream!!

  4. creditcardfree Says:
    May 17th, 2014 at 08:48 pm 1400359697
    1400359697

    From what you described, you are depressed! It will get better, but you really may need to check in with your doctor or a counselor. Please take care of you and don't hesitate to call a friend to chat. You have people who care about you.

  5. Kiki Says:
    May 18th, 2014 at 03:32 am 1400383946
    1400383946

    Any volunteer possibilities? When I feel how you are describing I find a place and volunteer a few hours. I feel so much better after.

    Thinking if you during this difficult time.

  6. FrugalTexan75 Says:
    May 19th, 2014 at 12:27 am 1400459264
    1400459264

    {hugs} I like what Kiki said about volunteering. Is their an animal shelter nearby where you could go walk dogs or pet cats? Or maybe a homeless shelter that needs volunteers (especially to play with the children / keep them occupied.)

  7. Broken Arrow Says:
    May 19th, 2014 at 08:56 am 1400489780
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    Oooh I remember my days like this. I can still remember the days of chest-caving loneliness. The deafening silence. The nights crying myself to sleep.... It's terrible. I don't miss those days at all. Makes me sad even just thinking about it now.

    I know I am late getting here, but I hope you will actively take steps to alleviate the anxiety on days like this. Try to eat better, sleep better, and just be out in the sun more. I remember taking a lot of time walking around a nearby park and lake. Good sun, good exercise, helped me develop an appetite, and sleep better.... Otherwise, I was really depressed and ended up spending more too, trying to alleviate the pain and loneliness.

  8. Banker Gurl Says:
    May 19th, 2014 at 08:37 pm 1400531871
    1400531871

    chest-caving loneliness = UGH

  9. Banker Gurl Says:
    May 19th, 2014 at 08:43 pm 1400532231
    1400532231

    Thanks for the volunteer idea. I think that would be good. Animals however will not be for me (Nearly died from a rottweiler attack when I was 10 y/o) but maybe something else. It's hard as children make me depressed since the whole baby issue so volunteering with kids may be make me feel worse.....and I have done some extensive volunteering in my past with Alzheimers patients and the elderly, but obviously that can be hard on someone as well. Jeez I am a basketcase...lol. I will have to figure something out.

  10. creditcardfree Says:
    May 19th, 2014 at 09:18 pm 1400534308
    1400534308

    I would be more likely to do things that BA mentioned. And you are already running! Getting outside on a sunny day for a nice tan, or reading a book in the shade. Buy yourself flowers, paint your nails, soak in the tub and listen to new music that makes you happy (not old music that make you sad).

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